Dipset in the building.. killa?

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Looking forward to the come back.

So once more I have found myself in this all too familiar position. I was here just a couple months ago, and voila – back again.
It took a lot of discipline, motivation and hard work for me to resurrect myself the last time. I doubt it will be as hard this time around. I am looking forward to “the come back”. I always come back better, I just need to be consistent from now on.

Dipset anthem

“swallow my kids.. went home  and kiss they cousin”

Rockband … lol

Rockband fail

These guys are terrible at rockband.

Dagger master

Back in Los Angeles now, back in the new old world.. Lol.

I got a new computer I really love, it’s a macbook. (2.4ghz 160gb 2gb ram) Hooray!!

I haven’t moved into my apartment yet (going on the 3rd week of school), due to negligence on the school’s part.

Someone stole my bicycle last night.. I actually saw the guy.. I chased him for almost 4 blocks (barefoot) but decided after catching up to him that it wasn’t worth it. I got a pretty nasty cut under my big toe in the process. Such is life. (No good deed goes unpunished – I’ve been feeling pretty altruistic of late)

School: School seems like it could get a little hectic this semester. But seeing that I would prefer for it to be relaxed and manageable I will put in the required work to keep my goals reachable.

Speaking of goals, I will get back to drawing board once more.. review, reset, revamp and set some goals for this year.

Anyhow.. i’m out!

Sri Lanka, Sri lanka, Sri Lanka..

Happy New Year

Happy new year to everyone out there !! 

Wishing you all the very best for this year (wishing myself this also) and hoping that your wishes (good ones) will manifest themselves before your eyes. 

Hooray for 2009, Hooray for 2009!!!!!!

Turn my swag on

Some people propose that soulja boy [tell 'em] and his empty lyrics or abc rhymes as others put it has singlehandedly killed hip hop. I agree that most of his songs are message less, beat driven and at times misogynistic. But like the kid said, if you have a problem with his music and the state of hip hop now (since he killed it), do something about it. Fix it. Don’t sit down complaining..Soulja boy came with something original, and at the right time. People love dancing and he provided an avenue for them to express themselves with his dance motivated songs.. it matters not about how empty they may be. If you want “deep” music there is always Nas, Common, Lil’ Wayne (at times), Lupe Fiasco and Kanye West – just to name a few. So I don’t think hip hop is dead, if anything it gained another dimension.

To the people who know me?

To the people who know me..

Do you know me?
Do you know my pain?
Do you know the tears I cry?
Do you know my pain?
Do you know your pain? Can you feel it?
Do you know yourself?
Do you? Have you? Have you ever questioned a question? LOL  
 
There is something about this blog I love so much..  I can just be me without having to explain myself or anything. I can just type whatever, and its me, full stop. No questions asked..

Something about the name Jesus.. 

Friday.. the day b4 my bday

Some things to think on..

My shin hurts like a mother *((&*(&*.. (remember to ice that)

During Friday workouts I feel like i’m going to pull something.. (whats up with that??)

This is my first full week of training in about 3 weeks (Lets see if I make it to the weight room later) 

If I don’t revisit my master plan before midday today I am destined to have sucky day tomorrow!

I hope I find it in myself to have a good birthday tomorrow. 

I hope I will magically put on 5 lbs in the next two weeks.

And if there is any material thing I could have for my birthday it would be a new macbook.

My day starts in 30mins.. *cheers*

Sometimes you gotta spend money to make money..

&

Sometimes you gotta give it away free of cost.

Post

Much was done, much accomplished..

More direction reached, the map now familiar..

Still a bit confused, the fogginess lingers..

Prefering to lay down and start a brand new day, a better one, a greater one..

But this too was great.

Keeping my composure..

Be yourself. Be yourself? Be YOURself..

Do you find it tough to be yourself? Is doing the things you like and going about life in a manner which is pleasing to you difficult? Do you feel like you are just always different? Do people misunderstand your actions/intentions? If your answer to any of those questions was yes, guess what? We have something in common! 

Well, I think I’m on the way to being myself. No more being afraid of hurting peoples’ feelings at the expense of my happiness. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not going to go out there intentionally causing pain and suffering to people. However, why should I sacrifice my happiness in fear of making someone else sad? Plus, the same people who you try to “protect” could very well be out there doing for them, oblivious to what is going on with you..  (There is more to that statment than meets the eye).

This is a very interesting month.. 

Good boy.. Good boy…